Why do things work in a way such that people who enter the picture at a later point in time will always get to be the main character? I was and will never be lucky in this area, did I lose my authority? I can never be like who the lucky she is, someone whom I can only envy. And as much as I would like to deny it, to give myself all the possibilities that it is not true, it IS true and thats something that wouldn't change. Sometimes its just hard to put your words into actions, I really want to give my blessings but it seriously hurts.
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